At first, I stayed really focused. No carbs. No foolishness. But as the scale continued to betray me - yes I took it personal - I found it harder to stay that way. I mean what's the point of trying when it doesn't matter ?!? Never mind that staying focused meant that once I get off the meds it's all about peeing. Lol. I couldn't see it.
Instead I got sadmad. Which isn't logical and not like me but my body is rebelling and I can't stay up late and woeeeeee!!!
I've got a plethora of first world problems which is a nice way to tell myself stfu and get it together.
You hear that me ?