I've been with the new company for over a month now and I can honestly say I don't feel like I'm completely in my rhythm yet. I'm not sure what it's going to take exactly, but I still feel kind of off, as though my schedule doesn't quite fit. It's partly the commute which is longer than it was previously, although my body is (mostly) accustomed to getting up at 5 now. Other than the first week I was there, I've had a lull in article orders , which may be why I feel my schedule is loose. I don't have to schedule every moment once I get home. I'm sure it'll continue to shake out.
Tomorrow is our celebration for Ladybug's birthday. Two looks good on her. Even if she is talking all crazy. She's definitely daddy's baby. Ladybug stayed with my mom and sister while Jethro and I went car shopping. When we returned she said "no mommy, just daddy". Repeatedly. Apparently I'm not allowed in Nana's house.
Obligatory comment about my weight. I fell off the wagon. In fact, I'm pretty sure that statement doesn't begin to cover the depth of foolishness that is going on in my diet. I like food. I wish I didn't. Well. I wish I had some will power, or that I used said will power that is hiding somewhere. It's probably hiding in the box spring, I never look in there.
I know I need to be active and eat a piece of fruit or something, but all I can muster is a meh. And it's not even a strong meh. It's a meh meh.
I never go to bed on time. It makes sense when I have articles because then I'm making money. But the rest of the time I just stay up because.... I don't even know why. I say I'm going to do better, but I don't mean it. Or I do mean it but I fail to execute. I'll put this on my things to do list, or something. But probably not.