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I'm in competition with someone and they don't even know it. It's not formal , or a game or even work related. But I am. I look at what she's done / is doing and I declare myself the loser. Never mind there is no competition. Never mind there's no way to compare lives. Never mind that I'm only looking at the good. I feel like I've failed.
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Failure. My true opponent. The one I spent the majority of my life fleeing from. Then I decided to stare it in the face. But now. I feel like just telling it that it wins.
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I know I'm being unreasonable and unfair to myself. I think I'm ok with that.
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I'm hormonal. In my next life I'm coming back with a giant magical wang and won't work. The wang will support me
With giant, magical wang, you never need to work. Ever. You don't have to do anything...you don't have to pay rent or buy clothes or anything!
ReplyDeleteFailure...woah buddy. That's my fear. That's my absolute only fear in life and it gets a chokehold on me.
Hormones are stupid.
Mine too. Well, that and the Scream Monster.
DeleteI need to go back for that Bio degree so I can create the anti-hormone "no crank" LOL
I'd like a wand and a fairy... one that does laundry, cook and let me sleep all day.
ReplyDeleteFailure is a beast. Well, the feelings of failure are a beast. It will beat you down. Don't let it. I think we compare ourselves to people too much. Am I the alpha mom? Am I doing enough? Try not to beat yourself up.
If you need a laugh- I burnt the gravy today, while standing in the kitchen... daydreaming (about sleep)... right over the pot. I suppose I won't be getting mom of the year.
I totally did laugh!
Delete"I should be sleeeeeeeppppppp.... oh crap" LOL
Hugs, Bek. I agree with Mrs. Smith...hormones are stupid. Tell Failure to go sit in the corner and stay there. I believe in talking to emotions like they're real people...sometimes it helps.
ReplyDeleteI'm so trying this! I'll be cussing out a lot of emotions
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