I've got a lot of things on my mind and I needed to write here. Here. Right here at my happy blog home. Not about random things like how to find a Locksmith and what's important when evaluating Internet service providers. I needed to write about what is in my head and my heart - but I'm only giving me 30 minutes to do it.
Stuck In A Rut
The a/c in my car is acting the fool. It has been for years, and for years I've had it looked at and no one can find a leak. But... after time the freon is all gone and I'm back to non-working air. I got it serviced 3 weeks ago, and it is struggling already. I'd really like to get a new car. Maybe a nice RAV-4 or CRV. Something that won't depreciate super fast and make me sad. Something with better gas mileage. Something with working a/c. But because I am the most upside down on a car that anyone has ever been, I can't. I'm stuck. Being stuck sucks. I let it get to me yesterday. Today is better. Just have to keep moving
Birth Control Control
For obvious reasons, I wasn't on birth control from 2008 - 2011. Before that, I was on the pill and didn't have any problems. After Ladybug was born, I went on the minipill because I was breast feeding. I spotted a lot and had random cycles but was told that was a normal side effect. I stopped taking it a couple times but picked it up again until I ran out.
A couple of months ago I went to the doc and got a real rx for the real bc pill. The doc only gave me a three months supply and I was annoyed. A-Noyed.
Well it turns out her medical degree is worth something because I got a whole slew of side effects. Number one - WEIGHT GAIN!!!! And lethargy and a whole lotta other crap. I stopped taking them. I need to go back to the doctor.
Where do I go from here? I don't know. I'm anti depo, it's what made me fat in the first place. I'm not a fan of how IUIs work. But extra babies are not in the plan, unless someone wants to prepay for 5 years of child care. If you're willing to do that, I'm down.
This was supposed to be way longer, but I have to go write about finding a dentist.